Easter Bunny Inductee – A Personal Development

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I don't know where to even begin with this one, so perhaps I'll just start at the end?

I don't think it'll come as much of a surprise to many of y'all, but I've recently come to terms with the realization that this "seasonal egg thing" I've had going for me for a while now plays a greater part of my identity than I initially gave myself room for, thanks to some recent, related experiences.

Similarly, my history with playing intersex and "herm" characters was also a lot more significant than I thought, and has likewise been on a slow build since then. Transitioning has definitely thrown a spanner into the works, and this has offered me some clarity and direction that I didn't know I was needing.

I have a lot more to say about both of these things after the art, but to keep it brief;

This is me; I'm an Easter Bunny, and I am Salmacian.

This has been on a predictable slow boil for many, many years now, ever since I set myself on this path with the name and species I chose ages ago. A chocolate rabbit is bound to have a strong association with Easter, and the rest becomes pretty predictable from that point.

What seems to have been the final nucleation point was during a visit to my friend Plushie, who her partner Secret was also with at the time. They both had many plans for me, one of which was Secret giving me a set of egg-bearing and egg-laying hypnotic triggers. Given that I've thought about this for as long I have, I've had a very specific idea of what that should be and feel like for me for quite a while.

Needless to say, it was very effective, and left quite the mark.

These illustrations depict what it felt like the night of the session, at a point where I was beyond capacity; and then the morning after, when I was reflecting on what ended up being a fairly religious experience for me. It's very likely that the stretch mark markings will be a permanent addition to my realsona too, but I'm still feeling that one out a little.

During the session itself, while I was laying my eggs, Secret guided me to imagine which passage they would come out of. While I've been rather flexible about that sort of functional anatomy in my art in the past, to my mind it wasn't as simple as anal nor vaginal, but a third configuration. Granted, it could still be counted as the latter option, but there was another part of me that was still present, but unaccounted for. Their suggestions about the eggs pressing up against my clitoris didn't sit quite right with me, and I knew what that meant.

I've toyed with my fursonas being intersex and "hermaphrodites" (which I understand is an antiquated term, but also still meaningful within our community) in the past, but that ended up getting buried in recent years for a variety of reasons. Revisiting it in this way unearthed a lot of very strong feelings that I hadn't realized were this significant to me - which is why I will always maintain that allowing this form of self-expression is not just important, but essential, even if one doesn't openly identify the same way that they present themselves. They just might, sometime down the line.

With that all having been said, there's another subtle detail from these views, which is nevertheless a significant one - this is the first time I've deliberately, intentionally drawn myself as Salmacian. You can see my pussy peeking out from behind my cock in the second part.

I'm not yet sure where it'll lead or how I'll get there for right now; perhaps plans for surgery, perhaps not. But this is definitely something I've also been thinking about much more intently ever since I began transitioning and I can't deny it's appeal - I just need to know for sure if it's right for me. It certainly feels that way for right now.

Either way, you'll be seeing more of these parts of me very soon, and a lot more frequently, too.

8 Comments

  1. Dal

    I’m so glad you’ve found this part of yourself, and so proud that you’re coming to terms with it. It’s been a very long journey I’m sure, and it will continue to be, but I and so many other people are gonna be here with you, supporting you as best we can. You deserve a hell of a lot of good things that I’m sure are gonna be coming your way 💜💖

    Also that’s really fucking hot ❤️‍🔥

  2. Malachyte

    I’m struggling with how to phrase this, so I apologize if it comes across as strange. Reading about your journey to these realizations, as well as the realizations themselves, has been a reminder to me of just how different of a life someone can be living in comparison to my own. What I mean is like; I am pansexual, I am genderfluid/non-binary, I hang out in circles with a lot of flavors of folks, and see a lot of walks of life. I consider my mind to be quite open, with an ability to empathize with a wide range of experiences. It has lead to an inflated sense of feeling like I’ve got the gist of human experience “understood”, when really there is so much more I have never witnessed, nor even conceived of. I truly cannot imagine what it is you’re feeling out in regards to your sense of self and your body, and I find it humbling to be reminded that I have much to learn, even among my own friends.

    Thank you for sharing this, and especially thank you for inserting all the contextual link backs to older art, it’s really helpful!

    1. Chocolate Kitsune

      Thank you, Mala. Hearing this means a lot to me, especially right after being exposed to and made painfully aware of just how sheltered and normative one of my local friends’ experiences is.

      Even though maintaining a humble attitude towards the fact that the experiences in this world are as varied as there are people, please do give yourself ample credit for being open minded and far, far more sensitive to that diversity than, frankly, the majority of the rest of the world. I’m happy to share my own to teach people about it, and expose them to the options I’m taking and which they might not have known were even possible. It’s really become the core of my artform quite often nowadays.

      Thank you for letting me know that this helped you, but from my experience (ha), I can tell that you’re doing so much better than a lot of people I’ve crossed paths with in my day to day.

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