This is basically a redo of the WIP post for the same projects I made earlier, for my Tier 2+ patrons. This time, the pictures are finished!

I do so love it when commission themes line up, even more so when they involve my OCs! Star and Kiburi both commissioned some diaper-related fun with Soul Chocolate, and I was more than happy to oblige.

Star asked for something fun with his friend Penny, who I also enjoy drawing for him very much. His original concept involved the two of them rebounding off of one another with their messing triggers, causing them to orgasm from its intensity.

Together we workshopped the idea and took it a little further, realizing that I could imply an ongoing feedback loop with two alternating pictures. The first drawing was an accidental addition since I'd made a template to be edited into the main two drawings, and after Star suggested it we figured it'd make for a good intro to the sequence.

Needless to say, Soul Chocolate's gonna be set on good vibes for quite a long time once those two are done taking turns triggering each other into filling those bulging pamps over and over again.

Next we have Kiburi, who's apparently found a new friend in Soul Chocolate following his his earlier encounter! The little mischief saw fit to help "encourage" him to indulge his fantasies more and more since then, to the point where he's putting on a very naughty show to an eager and willing audience.

I'm sure that makes for a nice change from time to time, and Kiburi's certainly gonna be needing another very soon - hopefully not before plenty of gentle teasing and praise from the other partygoers, though.

I do so love it when commission themes line up, even more so when they involve my OCs! Star and Kiburi both commissioned some diaper-related fun with Soul Chocolate, and I was more than happy to oblige.

Star asked for something fun with his friend Penny, who I also enjoy drawing for him very much. His original concept involved the two of them rebounding off of one another with their messing triggers, causing them to orgasm from its intensity.

Together we workshopped the idea and took it a little further, realizing that I could imply an ongoing feedback loop with two alternating pictures. The first drawing was an accidental addition since I'd made a template to be edited into the main two drawings, and after Star suggested it we figured it'd make for a good intro to the sequence.

Needless to say, Soul Chocolate's gonna be set on good vibes for quite a long time once those two are done taking turns triggering each other into filling those bulging pamps over and over again.

Next we have Kiburi, who's apparently found a new friend in Soul Chocolate following his his earlier encounter! The little mischief saw fit to help "encourage" him to indulge his fantasies more and more since then, to the point where he's putting on a very naughty show to an eager and willing audience.

I'm sure that makes for a nice change from time to time, and Kiburi's certainly gonna be needing another very soon - hopefully not before plenty of gentle teasing and praise from the other partygoers, though.

When will my houseguests learn that it's not a good idea to go snooping around my library?

Ah well. Lucky for them, the magic I dabble in is usually nice enough to make them enjoy the sudden and very dramatic changes that overcome them. It's just as well since they often tend to lead to many more changes in future.

I'll start this post by saying that I genuinely believe that this is some of my best work to date, at least in a very long time. I'd have coloured it if I had the time, but considering the number of instalments that the sequence has already taken, we had to pick our battles and prioritize storytelling over adding layers (ha) of detail.

Star and his good friend Penny head to the amusement park and very quickly end up having very big accidents in tandem, as they often do. Poor Penny got blindsided by her own messing, triggered by Star's special influence over her - especially as she got caught out of her own mischief and was about to make Star's heavy diaper known to him.

Luckily for her, she has a good friend who's more than happy to help her with that.

Part 8, showing both of them together while Penny's really bearing down and filling her diaper up, is easily one of my favourite things I've drawn in recent memory (and there's even more that qualifies and is queued up for the site but shh). I took a little extra time to draw Star fully in the background, just so I can export him in full in a separate illustration.

Since drawing hasn't been coming to me easily, I figured I could try exercising some creativity by doing some writing instead. So, I scribbled out a little idea I've had bouncing around in my head for a long time now. It was a lot of fun to make, and maybe I could illustrate it sometime in future.

Even though writing isn't really my mainstay, I still hope you like it!

It was a bright and sunny day, and Stacey was out for a jog. She decided to take a different route than the usual for a bit of a change of pace. The brisk air swept gently through her fur; it felt great and offered some calm to process all the stressful business meetings she had that day.

As the cat turned a corner to start heading back, she noticed that a shoelace had come untied. She slowed to a stop, jogging lightly on the spot while scoping out her surroundings. The brightly coloured sign of a daycare stood nearby, held up behind a short wall that presented a convenient perch for a foot to prop up against. After few more hops in place and a little shake to loosen up, she lifted her leg and stepped on the wall.

Just as the sole drew close, an imperceptibly small spark arced from the wall to the shoe's base. Her bladder twinged slightly, making her stance shift along with it. It was straight back home and right to the potty with her after this.

… Potty? What was she thinking? With cheeks flushed from confusion, she tried directing her attention back to the task, but it suddenly proved to be a lot more daunting than anticipated. With laces in hand, Stacey stared down bewildered for a few prolonged moments, as urgency rapidly snuck up on her.

A little whimper escaped her throat, uncertainty gave way to desperation, and the grown up kitty started to squirm. Loose laces immediately forgotten, her foot landed back on the ground and an energetic potty dance on the spot was quick to ensue. She wriggled and writhed, mewling helplessly as her tummy cramped and tensed up, out of control. In an instant, a wet patch formed at the front of the tight jogging shorts, spreading down her thighs shortly before larger droplets splashed on the floor between her feet.

Tears welled up a little in her eyes and a thumb quickly found its way into her mouth, big girl thoughts spilling away and replaced by overwhelming, babyish urges that threw her off just a moment ago. Her tummy cramped a second time, and with a squat, her efforts involuntarily redoubled.

… Potty! She grunted as her body gave in to instinct and bore down hard. Her tail lifted up and twitched, cheeks spread, and panties bulged beneath her as a soft, mushy load forced itself out without the slightest bit of resistance left from the kitten. Cheeks flushed and a meek little moan elicited forth from ovewhelming relief, while she stood there wondering what just happened to her.

"Aww, what's the matter little one? Did you have an accident?" Stacey's heart skipped a beat as the lilting voice tickled her ears in a way she wasn't expecting at all. Turning around, she was met by the sight of a bear who seemed to tower over her, making her feel all the more tiny and helpless in her current state. She nodded, right on the verge of crying. "It's alright sweetie. After all, that's why you're supposed to be in diapers, isn't it?"

Diapers, of course! It made so much sense to her all of a sudden; she wanted her diapers so badly! The thin and increasingly clammy panties and shorts she was wearing were so uncomfortable against her wet crotch and messy bottom, and a desperate need quickly overcame her from the kind woman's thoughtful suggestion. She nodded eagerly while still sucking on her thumb, tears rolling down her cheeks at the mere thought of being without her comfy, cushy underwear.

"Well then let's get you padded up right away, shall we?" the bear offered a large paw to lead her inside, and Stacey eagerly complied, waddling along in her bulgy, soiled pants in tow.

The daycare's playroom echoed with giggles from its newest addition.

Stacey played in her pen without a care in the world, comforted by and wanting nothing more than to be swaddled up in her diapers. Her tummy gave a little rumble and right on cue, she clutched a plushie tight; face scrunched up, tail flagged high, and her diaper promptly bulged out nice and full beneath it.

With a satisfied little sigh, she held out her plushie again and smiled wide, getting right back to business.

Welcome to the first Art Appraisal! If you're unaware of what this is about, you can check out the Motivation & Intro post where I explain the motivation behind these self-reviews. In them, I talk about select pieces of my art and give insight into the process of their design and creation, the pieces' significance to me and my work, or simply what I like about them. I hope you'll enjoy it!

I did set the bar a little high with the first Appraisal by picking this one to start out with, but I genuinely couldn't think of a better candidate. Several of the things I think I've grown known for and that I take pride in from my work can be traced all the way back to this piece from 15 years ago (just earlier this month, too!). I may have started experimenting with these common themes and concepts prior to making this drawing, but I feel like this is the one that those who've known me for a while would remember the most clearly.

Likely the hardest part was deciding on what aspects I'd most like to discuss, so I figured; what better source of guidance could I defer to other than 20-year-old me writing the description for the original submission? We'll first start with the images, with the description to follow.

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1. Vibe and Attitude

The first and predominant thing that really struck me when re-reading the description was the energy I had around my art back then. Outright stating that I was "so fucking proud of myself" for making it still feels rather powerful so long after the fact, not least of all thanks to how that attitude has evolved to this day.

It's not to say that I was completely free of self-criticism then, nor that I'm incapable of being satisfied with what I create now, but even looking at other uploads around that time it's pretty clear that I was having a lot more fun with it back then. That really shouldn't come as any surprise, but it still feels as refreshing as it is melancholy to revisit those thoughts and feelings from so long ago, as if they'd never abated. I genuinely pine for rekindling that same sense of unabashed, shameless excitement about what I'm doing, and it's something that's very much been on my mind as of late.

Though the overall writing style feels almost naive in its purity, what really stands out to me in stark contrast is the subtle hint of apprehension about posting the piece and talking about it given its subject matter. Although ABDL folks still deal with a lot of prejudice and misunderstanding nowadays, back then it was nowhere nearly as easy to find information and like-minded people for mutual support. The extent of the outreach I had available to me at the time was a tiny handful of ABDL friends and a single chatroom on IRC, so it comes as no surprise that I felt like "almost all my friends [were] Nappyphobic" - a term I honestly gawked at slightly when I read it again. I mean, it gets the point across, but I doubt we'll see its widespread use any time soon.

I won't go into the exact details regarding my personal life and situation back then since it's beyond the scope of this discussion, but it's worth having a basic understanding of it to understand where I was coming from when I first posted this piece. It's fascinating to see that, amongst all the other hallmarks of my work, the description I wrote for Kitsune Dynamics even includes the self-consciousness, self-imposed restraint, and subsequent worry about how tapping into new fetishes would be received. It was, for all intents and purposes, my coming out to my audience as a babyfur/ABDL - it was likely as intimidating a prospect as it is now, and I still struggle with these kinds of thoughts even to this day. Although, had I not broken down that barrier with my first diaper-related upload then, I think I'd be on a somewhat different path now, years later down the line. It's really no coincidence that I'm also still friends with Locke, who featured in the piece.

If we comb through the rest of the description, we can find various aspects of my work which have carried on to this day to an almost uncanny degree. In it, I mention:

• My interest in a new fetish
• Drawing for someone else
• Explaining my work in detail
• "Bubbles with Pictograms" (eerily accurate descriptor for what I'd eventually call Pictobubbles)
• Early hints of Character Lore
• Explaining my work in even greater detail
• My interest in yet another fetish

I won't be delving into every single one of these since I'd rather not take up the rest of your day with this post, but you can already see some of the things I'm known for by now having taken shape even from back then.

2. All About the Details

The one major thing that stands out to me looking back on this piece is the detail - not necessarily in the artistic sense given its gestural, sketchy quality, but rather the sheer amount of context within and around the piece that I felt was necessary to explain at length even then.

Most of my work starts within the context of a setting or broader story, and over time I've learned to strike a better balance between what is implied and what is explained. It's clear that a lot of this was still very new to me at the time, though. I was either too excited to exercise restraint in my exposition, or still lacked the confidence in my own work to imply it clearly enough. I still sometimes wonder if I've landed in quite the right spot, but in any case, I've come a long way since then.

Regarding some of the artistic details at least, it's fun to note the similarities in the visual language that I still maintained to this day; the overall anatomical style, oblong shaped sparkles, and both the magical and expressive flashes and sweatdrops. I'm fairly sure I cribbed most of these from Anime, much like the basis of the rest of my art style.

3. The Obligatory Thing (i.e. Pictobubbles)

This is the first deliberate occurrence of pictobubbles in my artwork and it's honestly so cool to look back and see it feature prominently in the same piece that stands as such an early and typical - prototypical, even - example of my work.

If I'm not mistaken, this picture set the record for most pictobubbles in a single image (five of them!) right from the start. One of them was also referenced in Spellcasting at the Supermarket as a deliberate callback. I'm not sure if there are any pieces that have more pictobubbles in them (the one linked below matches it), but nor have I checked in any exhaustive fashion to find out.

While doing a cursory search to check if I could find any examples though, I was honestly quite surprised to see that they did continue to feature in my art somewhat regularly starting from then; even about as often as they do to this day. The only difference I'd note is that I took a very literal approach to the pictograms inside the bubbles - whereas I'd have something more representational like in this piece and several others like it, diaper use is expressed almost literally in this case. It's not all that surprising given that this was my first attempt at it, but that's not to say that they're necessarily worse off for it. I've sometimes found it a little tricky to make up abstract depictions of whatever it is I'm trying to convey inside a pictobubble, so perhaps allowing myself to be a little more literal from time to time should be the way to go.

4. Proto Soul Chocolate

The Tail was Soul Chocolate before Soul Chocolate.

This is where I started doing my own thing even though I loved the original concept of a kitsune in Japanese folklore; even back then, magical hijinks was unsurprisingly my favourite gimmick for the purposes of exploring fetishes and roleplay. While there isn't all that much to elaborate on, we can see the beginnings of the idea that my fursona is not simply one entity, and they aren't always operating in tandem with one another.

I vaguely remember using this dynamic during various roleplay sessions but it sadly never made it to any of my artwork to any real degree for quite some time. It's something I still would like to do more of even though it's featured in some subtle ways here and there ever since I eventually evolved Chocolate's design into a dedicated pair.

5. What I Like

I really like the gestural look of the piece as a whole. I remember struggling a little with getting the tools in ArtRage to work the way I liked, which is why (along with simply being inexperienced, let's be real here) it took me several hours to put together the piece despite it looking quite messy. That said, I do still think that it works in its favour as a finished illustration. It's something I've not quite managed to capture again from my style in my more recent work, since my eyes prefer the lines to be tightened up and closer to where they "ought" to be.

I love that despite the limitations of my style and abilities, the picture as a whole still manages to go quite hard and still has a similar energy to it that I manage to get in my art now that I'm better at what I do. I clearly enjoyed drawing what I did, and I feel like that excitement comes through with the poses and especially the pictobubbles and lettering. I'd been meaning to do a part two ever since then, but it honestly felt like I'd never get to capture the same vibe as with the first and none of the ideas I've come up with have really stacked up. I want to note that I'm not taking suggestions though, since I'd much rather it come from me since this is still a very personally significant piece.

So, there you have it. I hope you find this deeper dive into what is one of my most classic pieces of art as interesting as it was for me to revisit and explore in a way that I don't often do, and I look forward to the next one. They likely won't be quite so detailed every time, but I'd say this was as good a start to the series as any.

This picture follows an earlier commission I got from Wolfram. After getting tweaked by Isaac's shenanigans to both need and enjoy wearing diapers, Gerwald has the bright idea to subject Wolfram to the same treatment.

I'm not entirely sure what Gerwald offered Isaac to make it worth his while, but he'll take most any excuse to use his gift on unsuspecting recipients. Gerwald even sourced a fun gadget for them to keep tabs on the big ram's regression with.

Did this as a middling warmup drawing before Wolfie's stream last night, since the original illustration this is a continuation of was on my mind following the comments stream I held last week. I'd been meaning to expand on the story a little further for a while now, so the start of a diapers and babyfur stream seemed appropriate.

Here's the poor lil ottermomma having a second bout of filling her suddenly extra thick panties. In between her little grunts of desperation and the waves of relief from her bowels squeezing the warm, stinky mush into her big, soft, comforting nappy, she starts to wonder...

Is she enjoying this?

Despite his best efforts, Cal's regressive impulses often sneak up on him without him realizing it - at least, not before it's far too late, and finds himself far too busy enjoying himself to care.

Following the Quickie where Cal debuted, having a very clear concept of the entire gimmick he was made for quickly helped with new ideas; or perhaps more accurately, drawing existing ideas in new, fun ways. Always surprises me when I learn more about all the different permutations of how my work gets done in this way, even to this day.

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Poor James went and got herself knocked up so heavily that she can hardly hold it in any longer! I wonder if that plump cookie pussy has anything to do with what happened to her in the process...

I guess we'll never know for sure, but someone had better fetch a towel/mop/fresh diaper for the poor momma tigress, and fast. I'd say she's looking fit to burst with how round and heavy she's gotten, but that ship has long since sailed.

Been going at my commissions queue a little harder than usual lately to get all caught up and reopen it publicly as I'd originally planned to do at the start of the year, so here's some progress work for your enjoyment!

I'm always so happy to get requests that involve my characters; it gives me all the more opportunities to explore their shenanigans and hijinks in scenarios I otherwise might not have considered.

I'll be posting my usual blurbs and flavour text when they're uploaded publicly so I'll refrain for now. Have fun imagining what might be going on!

Uh oh, looks like the ghosts finally made their big reveal... Just a tiny bit too late! Kaz regains his senses right in the middle of an overwhelming urge to fill his diaper, which he's helpless to succumb to.

Luckily, his coworkers are getting a very good shot of this for the show!