Sometimes, all of the words in the world aren't enough to express feelings in a way that they deserve.

Regular programming will resume soon, with any luck. Until then, thank you all for your continued support.

Some things happened between me and my sister ((transgender)) Never, and while there's some more context behind this interaction than shown, I feel like it speaks enough for itself that it's complete as it is.

Here's an assortment of doodles for the latter half of 2025!

First up, a little selection of sillies of myself (Rayna, to be exact) and some friends.

I love the Jaymie Curtis drinking angrily imageset and it was high time I made a version of it for myself. Might colour them in to convert into stickers sometime.

Next, some stuff for social media.

A rather indulgent bit of art of one of Ashtrayguts' cute critters, a quick and easy diaper colouring guide, and a depiction of a fun interaction I had with Flimsyrivers on Bsky.

Last but not least; lots of Melodies!

First, puppies Melody. One asking for pets, the other asking for treats.

Next, bunnies Melody. I helped her redesign her bunnysona, after which I made several little gifties for her.

I was spurred on to make this after several experiences I've had this year, accompanied by the advice and support I've gotten from folks like Garnet and Never while talking about the core issues I have revolving around what seemed like a simple fascination I have with either sharing, or outright giving first time experiences to people.

I was at least cautious of the impact that this could potentially have on my relationships, so I made sure not to let it get in the way of things - but hidden underneath was something a bit more fundamental that I was missing for the bigger picture.

I think I could've managed to make this a little bit better, but it does the job well enough and I'm better off for having made it at all. I'm especially fond of how Rayna in a more of a yokai form came out looking, though; and I think she looks really pretty in the last few frames, there.

This project idea crystallized in my mind the weekend I got back from the States, thanks to many disparate plot threads coming together with me running into more problems, not even a week into me returning from another intense and emotional adventure.

Once again, a change in policy on a platform we thought was safe, or different in any way (a naive assumption, one might say, but on the flipside; always assuming you're in danger is just as unhealthy) led me to pass up some well-needed rest - which I'd actually scheduled time for - in favor of running more sessions of my panel to spread the word about how to stay safe and maintain a presence online.

I was fed up. Exhausted. Done with feeling like I had to waste my time and energy playing whack-a-mole with their stupid garbage almost every goddamn day.

I started working on this alongside the extra prepwork I needed for the bonus panel sessions I ran online, and a week of frankly frantic effort later, I made this.

For those not in the know, the two bunnies prominently featured are Praline and Chili respectively, two of my median facets.

Before losing you to the comic and further backstory after the jump, I want to mention that I've also made the closing panels into merch designs that you can buy, and support my work in the process. Thank you for your consideration.

This came about because while I was away, and visiting part of the "extended found family" overseas, I was invited to make a piece of graffiti to add to their bathroom wall. Taking this altogether too seriously, I sketched out a design to later apply to the communal canvas.

This was just days after having had to just about completely erase what makes me who I am for the purposes of sanitizing myself at border control, so then ending up with such a wonderfully welcoming and affirming space had me feeling at the very least rather litigious and confrontational with the "authorities" who would gladly stifle us if they could.

I wanted whoever was visiting that space to know; if they're there, they're likely with people who they love and care about - and that they should fight for their joy, because giving that up would be giving villains what they want.

Fast forward to when I was grappling with Bsky's latest sorry excuse of a policy update two weekends ago, and this comic was the result.

Hey!

I've been working really hard on a bunch of art I can't share yet because the store I wanted to sell designs based off of it wasn't working great.

The comic speaks for itself, but yeah. I'm trying to avoid leaving myself deadlocked because of a problem that's outside of my control, and the store seems to be behaving well enough now.

If you're curious, check it out. Every purchase helps me out a lot.

It's that time again! Got a lot of cute and silly things I've made in between other projects or as warmups during streams.

In the first, quite eclectic set, we have an assortment of Bluesky shenanigans. In order, we have a colouring project from one of Lynn's bunny designs, which I got inspired to use for a Gotye reference; Plushie telling us what her gender is in one word; and me taking an opportunity to do a well-overdue drawover of a classic furry meme.

These were assorted doodles done during various streams for or involving, in order, Mot, Arwyn, Songbot, and a friend of Melody's.

And some bonus bunnies, as a reward for checking out my post. I found this set of sketches while digging up designs for my merch store, and hadn't uploaded anywhere.

Ever since Chili became a thing, I've been feeling things out, and it seems like I've found a few more rabbits bouncing around inside my head. One particularly loud voice was one that I've chalked up to my habitually intrusive, anxious, fearful, and worried thoughts.

Flake is the one whose been mostly responsible for those thoughts, is unsurprisingly a hare, and seeks out problems and danger for us to be careful of and stay away from - perhaps a tad too insistently at times. Her fur colours are more muted, wears a shock collar, is "taller" than me but stands shorter cause of how she slouches. She often doesn't bother wearing her glasses.

When we're feeling especially scared, I've taken to calling it "Flaking out," as I depicted in the follow-up comic I made after first pinning down her design.

Expressing this aspect in different ways has actually made it easier at times to give room to the worried, scared, perhaps spiralling thoughts that sometimes crop up. It's let me give them space, rather than letting them fester inside my own head in the interests of keeping us safe. It's been interesting, to say the least.

I had this idea after a fun interaction with my friend Moka, who also enjoys the idea of toying around inside someone's headspace, in a more literal sense, through their characters.

Soul is acting as a bit of a substitute here because I consider it to be more of a muse than a headmate; but I've sensed the presence of a kinder voice inside which I've not yet figured out whether it's my own or that of one of the last aspects I'm aware of.

Either way, I like the idea that it's willing to play my mind games by my own convoluted rules, effectively running with my own internal dialogue. Chili, on the other hand, is just fucking done with me and my bullshit.

I'm rather pleased with the posing and expression work in this quick little comic I threw together in about an hour and a half, by my measure. As much as it pains me to look at, I really quite like how absolutely bedraggled and exhausted I look. XD

Little Chili. That's it, that's the whole tweet.

Joking aside, this came about after I had a tantrum one night when some pressure became too great for me to bear, and Plush bore the brunt of it when she absolutely was not to blame for any of it.

She reassured me that I was okay, and I did my utmost to do my best and bounce back. Even so, I felt bad for subjecting her to it and given that it felt to me like a rather Chili thing for me to do at the time, I figured this was an appropriate way to apologize for my behaviour. While it's often fun to play with subtleties in my art, I do feel compelled to note that Chili's visible despondency in the first frame isn't out of reluctance, but out of an expectation that this is something we'll be punished for. More so "let's get this overwith" than "I shouldn't have to do this."

Plush stopped by in the stream I was working on this just as I finished up the first panel, and reassured me that I was forgiven, which is when I added the other two.

Being ignored and forgotten are among my worst fears; but likewise, I want to be known for my best aspects as much as I can manage. I want to be honest and genuine, and to share in my joys and sorrows, but also be a good example for whoever is paying attention.

It's stressful at times, sure, but I know I've done some good in the world, so I'm going to keep doing it.

I'd been thinking about this for a while, so it came to me with relative ease despite it being 90% background (and I usually avoid drawing backgrounds). Working on this on stream today and getting it done in about the span of an hour and a half felt really good.

Thank you for being here and not just paying attention, but supporting me directly, too.

I avoided buying Balatro for a long time, given its popularity. But even then, I wasn't the one who bought it.

Because it's a silly game, I figured I'd do things in a silly way, so I made an offer to my friend Dal - who was the one that most exposed me to the game. So I cut a deal with her.

She'd buy me both the Steam and Android versions, and then gamble the monetary value with a run. She didn't win, but even so this is what resulted - along with a silly comic where I drew the process of writing a silly tweet in relation to the whole exchange.